Deciding to get back on track.

So it has been almost four years since I last "formally blogged". Succeeding blogs were just posted either at multiply or friendster (during its golden age) so those weren't really as serious as posting into a real blog site and getting serious comments. I decided to continue blogging because I wanted to have an outlet of my thoughts, feelings, ideas, rage, and inspiration, wherein I can express freely--without thinking that millions of members of different networking sites can view my posts and give or write insignificant comments that don't really help, actually. I'm so excited to improve this blog and make it better than my previous one. Well, I originally wanted to continue my old blog site but I unfotunately forgot my username, password and even the URL (simply because I have an extremely failing memory) HAHAHA :)) I think it is also better to start anew since I will be turning 18 tomorrow(that's Holy Thursday, by the way :|.. ) and it's good to to have something else to do in preparation formy journey to adulthood.

A lot of things have changed now. And a lot of things are soon to change. Tomorrow, I can already go to jail, get married, sign legal documents, enter bars and drink alcohol, have a driver's license, get into a rated R movie without my parents, buy lottery ticket, vote, donate blood, sue someone and get sued. In short, I now have the rights and responsibilities that every 20 year old, 45 year old, or 80 year old has. I must admit that I'm really afraid to enter a different world. I am afraid to commit mistakes. But as the old saying goes: "It is in committing a mistake that we learn". I do agree that we learn the best lessons in life when we fall and try to stand up again. But we can never really tell until we're there....

I actually want to keep "records" of my life as long as I can... So when I try to look back and evaluate how my life has been for the past years, I will have strong basis for judgment. I know I'm just starting and I know that it won't be easy. But this time, I decide to get back on track..